Lets talk about how long its been…

I haven’t wrote or posted a tumblog since AUGUST! Its OCTOBER! Oh man.

This is crazyness. I totally forgot about posting on here ):

Anyways. I’ve been single for momths and I’m kind of happy with it. I’ve been busy with school and WORK! I finally got a job. Receptionist at Supercuts. Call me and harass me :) please! Haha. I also switchd to tmobile and got the g1. Aside from it dying SO FAST, I love it. Its so fun and I really like how the texting is set up on the phone. It kinda is in IM format; love it.

Ask me for my gmail[basically like tmail, but for the g1]. As I write this, I’m watching my bunny hop around my room. Shes my favorite. She also loves popcorn which is actually healthy for bunnies! So she sits on my lap with me when I watch movies, and she eats with me.

How sweet is that?

long time no post

I’ve just been so busy. One of my bunnies had a seizure and died in my arms a week ago. I broke up with Nick mainly because I don’t want a relationship. I’ve just been so busy these past weeks and I think tumbloging has been hard.

its been an upsetting weekend…

On Saturday morning…an old friend of mine had a cardiac arrest and past away. I can’t really describe how I feel, other than upset and in shock. I’ve only cried twice but everytime I think about it…I get more and more upset and the tears build up. I know Erin wouldn’t have wanted us to be upset…I know she’s happy wherever she is…but I can’t help it. I know shes with her mom in heaven, or wherever we go when we pass. I know Erin wouldn’t want us to mourn, be upset, or any of that. I’m still in complete shock and I feel like nothing is real. I found out late saturday night and was completely numb when I found out. Erin and I haven’t hung out in years…but her and I had good times in the past….I can’t explain the true feelings I have about this. Upset, shock, anger, and feelings that I don’t know the name for.

I was taught to never ask “why do bad things happen to good people?” because the world is full of bastard covered bastards with bastard cream filling. Life is a romance. Its good at the beginning, and ends awful. We all have a terminal illness. Its called birth.

Goodnight.

rhode island means bunny.

Today, Nick & I traveled to Rhode Island to get my little bunny. Shes a mix between a rex and a dwarf. Shes so cute[pictures later]

I’m really happy I have her. Like…REALLY happy. Bunnies poop way too much though, ah.

Some photos [ive taken] from whats been going on lately!

What do you think of what I have taken so far?

i hope that you remain the same.

I’m officially addicted to Take my hand[Remix] by The Cab

weird as hell too cause I hate that genre of music…oh well!

I miss my boyfriend and my best friend. They’re @ warped tour….ah ): I mean i didn’t really want to go but now I do knowing i couldve been with all my friends and whatnot. oh well!

warped tour 09

NO I AM NOT GOING. stop asking. this year is not worth money. i like few bands and i would rather pay to see them induvidually then at a a huge music festival like thing where they’ll probably play at the same time.

BYE!

can i flash you?

so today i hung with nick! we painted the trim and ceiling in my new bedroom[yes i’ll upload pictures asap!] and just hung around my house. we went to 7/11 because nick doesn’t have any in his town…he got one of the massive ass slurpees…ahaha it was yummy might i add.  after we hung around my house, we went outside so i could take photos of nick. i finally was able to sync my lighting equipment to my camera and i took some pretty b.a photos of him. the flash nearly killed his eyes but i had fun :D

xox